hmms! Todae so weird Mdm Siti cry. In fact, no offense and i dun mean it, i was laughing. I duno y, but it seems so... awkward, soo... i duno! Den i was like "ahhh stop laughing! Cut off ur mouth den u noe." Self punishments~ yeahh! Den i was so ps den i juz bend my head down on da table. Cant control!! Maybe i hated her alot, love to see her miserable~ Dat sounds evil, i dun think im liddat though i AM evil {o.o}. Den Monica rush me to write da card to her so juz wrote:" dun sad~ smile always! (smilley face)" ahahas.
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Hmm, great slacking day. Quite boring~ After sch... Eat, Walk, Talk, Eat, Bath, Here i am and eating again soon. My dinner lols. But all this while, all these months, i've been missing a special someone. This special someone, hope for you to read this but impossible, dun even noe i hav a blog...
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Dearest special someone~
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U r da biggest impact in my life, the one dat change my whole lifestyle upside down. As in, making it totally so much better. U r da one that made me know what friends are for, and u did alot, no one know how much you did, and who you are, but i noe. Honestly, you did so much for me that i owe my life to you. I absolutely grateful for all the things u done for me. I willing to give up my life for u, really, im not joking. Anyway i feel i still owe u even if my life is given up. I've been repeating these in my head for a long time, i owe u my life and more, i owe u my life and more.. Now im saying these things now because im missing you badly, there are times when i wanted to call u but, u r always nt at home but dats juz one excuse but i really miss you, it seems so long, 6mths we are nt in contact, 6mths! i missed u each day, and gets worse each passing day. All i have is your photo and my memories. I want to hear your voice once more, your outstanding character to shine through me once more. Please i miss you... 6mths... Have u forgottened me? Or have you found another best friend and im not ur best friend anymore? I dun want to hear such! I cant take it derrs, i owe u everything but i need u, please dun leave me, i need u. U are still my best friend, no one can replace you. I am missing you, are you missing me as much as i miss you? I missed the times when we went out, though we both silent, both u and i understand why, and even mind reading. Trying to start a conversation was the bad idea, enjoying da mind reading was best :) I miss you, i love you as my best friend, will you call me instead, though i think i noe u are feeling the same as me. Shld i be da caller instead? What if you dont consider me as ur best friend anymore? ---miss you---
